Do you think?

Do you think maybe i could text my "friend" and tell her ow i feel, the thing is i dont want to be a burden. I'm really scared. I can't go without speaking to her because i know i'll cut. x
I really ahouldn't realy on her so much, i know. im being daft i guess.

Its understandable that you need someone there for you during hard times, if she was a 100% true friend then she would have supported you from the very beginning. Personally i wouldnt reccomend texting her but if you think it might improve things and she might help then go for it.
If not people on here are always willing for a chat and i personally will help with whatever.
If you need to be less open about it feel free to pm me ok
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I'd basically say what Becky said. Good Luck!